This journey.....
I guess its a good and bad thing that projects and tests are piling up.
It helps to keep my mind off things, I guess.
Day after day, I just immerse myself into projects and more projects just to keep myself busy.
It works so far. I have been more productive than my usual self.
Doing comprehensive researches, constantly coming up with ideas,
trying to complete more work as early as possible to make leeway for revision times,
as well as attending lectures. So far so good.
With groupmates like mine, I guess I learn to push myself and work harder I guess.
And oh, I only missed one tutorial cause I woke up late.
You can't blame me! If you know me well enough, you know mornings are never a good time for me. :)
All those constant late nights of consistently doing work and work made me accept things one at a time.
Maybe cause if I go to bed early, tossing and turning and thinking is not a good thing for me to do right now.
I lost myself and give in to non-stop tears when I'm alone.
It's not easy of course. I don't have the courage nor am I ready I guess to starting this new life by myself.
One at a time, ever so slowly. :)
So, I tend to exhaust myself to the very end and sleep like a pig as soon as I touch the bed.
It's a good thing although it's tiring me out.
Work tomorrow after school. Been sometime since I last worked.
I think money is my second priority now.
At this time with my hectic schedule, it's a blessing I don't work much now.
Thank god for no school this Friday.
Have to go down for a briefing for an event though in the late evening.
Internship companies have been very slow in getting back to us, students.
It is so irritating cause we wouldn't know whether to wait or go ahead. TSKK.
Interview with a hotel company for internship this coming Saturday.
I don't know whether I want any luck cause I don't really know whether I want this company after I hear stories about it.
But I really wanna end up in the hotel line in the future so this will be a good start. Not my 1st choice though:(
I guess I just go for it and we shall see how?
I'm gonna be those kiasu-irritating-competitive bastards and call some other hotel companies as well. Nyehh.
Okay, so pray for me okay? Oh, make that pray that I'm gonna get WHAT I REALLY WANT INSTEAD. mmmmbbekkk.
This journey is not easy for me at this rough time.
Til then, do pray for me.
Thank you, with so much love:)