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god i hate drama....i really truly do......and yet....i always seem to be at the center of it...haha, ain't life a bitch...no, it really isn't...but this it...she's tryin to hurt me, and that's alright, i can understand that, but i'm not going to let it...sure i might think on it (or overthink as she put it) and it might change my outlook on certain things, but i'm not going to let it bother me...and i'm taking my stance on things...if people won't try to understand me, they can go fuck themselves, and i don't care what anyone thinks of that...however, things can change, they always can...but sometimes they won't...and i don't know how you got this image of me...i can only guess...but you're wrong...dead wrong...i don't give a damn if you know or not, b/c frankly, i don't need you in my life, and i don't need ur opinion...feel free to give it, of course...like you always do...and i'll take it....that's fine...but, regardless of what you think of me and what you think i am and whether you can stand me or not, i still want to be friends with you...and again, i don't give a damn if you believe it or not...

bridget: i really hope you're not mad at me...i posted in ur lj, and i'll try callin you tonight, k.....

sarah: same to you, and i'm sorry that this is hurting you, but i'll call you tonight and i'll try to explain it...