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you know, i realized something today...i'm not hurting so bad anymore...no, really, it doesn't hurt so badly anymore...not unless i think about it a lot, and then it starts to hurt, but even then, it's nowhere near as bad as it used to be...i feel better...not good, but better...and it's lookin like i might have a bright dawn on the horizon...granted, i'm still confused and wish i could talk to somebody about it, but still...better than it has been lately