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tomorrow is pretty much the first day of my life. i start on the floor taking paying clients. i mean, i know what i'm doing and i'm a lot more comfortable than half my class but my nerves are killing me and i'm on the verge of an anxiety attack. i can't believe i'm over 1/3 of the way through school. i don't even know where the time went. i'm so ready to figure everything out. i still don't know where i want to work.. where i want to live. etc. ashley makes me want to move bc she is so passionate about it but i don't think i'm as strong of a person that i can just pick up and move somewhere like that. plus, i need my sun, girl. as far as ashley goes, i didn't anticipate making such a good friend at school. i knew i'd get along with people bc it's not that hard but she's my girl. haha. this is such a crazy year. oh, 2007, this is the first time i've felt like an adult. out on my own. starting my career. it's scary. anyways, holler at me and let me do your hair bc i love color. cutting.. meh. but i'll still do it.. haha. wish me luck for tomorrow. pray i don't fuck up BENJAMIN's hair (random dude who has an appt with me and i don't feel comfortable with men's cuts yet.. ha)

damien rice tonight. i need a relaxing night. :)