Last Rights...
Life…
I feel as though I am many things. I feel like I am a saint at times, a great person, someone who can be dependable, a hard worker. Other times I feel like the meaning of my middle name, Alexander. A angel is what I mean, thought more of a fallen angel, a demon more or less. I feel like Lucifer some days, being spiteful to those around me, to those that care and love me, support me, befriend me. Some days I can be a pure ass, or just so nonchalant that it gives off the wrong impression to those I am around.
I have lost a few friends along the way being like such. Now, I feel, instead of continuing to hurt what friends I have left, I will withdraw myself from the internet for a while. No AIM or Yahoo, no livejournal. I’ll check emails, as that is how I keep in touch with family, but other than that, I won’t be around.
I have been feeling rather off the past week or so, letting too much get to me. Now I must go my way, away from this part of my life, to focus solely on my physical and mental.
Thank you to those who have been here along the way.
I shall return, eventually.
If it is needed to contact me, and e-mail is not the best method, call me (215) 436-2042.
Jay
I feel as though I am many things. I feel like I am a saint at times, a great person, someone who can be dependable, a hard worker. Other times I feel like the meaning of my middle name, Alexander. A angel is what I mean, thought more of a fallen angel, a demon more or less. I feel like Lucifer some days, being spiteful to those around me, to those that care and love me, support me, befriend me. Some days I can be a pure ass, or just so nonchalant that it gives off the wrong impression to those I am around.
I have lost a few friends along the way being like such. Now, I feel, instead of continuing to hurt what friends I have left, I will withdraw myself from the internet for a while. No AIM or Yahoo, no livejournal. I’ll check emails, as that is how I keep in touch with family, but other than that, I won’t be around.
I have been feeling rather off the past week or so, letting too much get to me. Now I must go my way, away from this part of my life, to focus solely on my physical and mental.
Thank you to those who have been here along the way.
I shall return, eventually.
If it is needed to contact me, and e-mail is not the best method, call me (215) 436-2042.
Jay