Are you kidding me?
My grandfather dies last week... my boyfriend breaks up with me this week because we both have too much baggage?
I recently had been trying to explain things to him... to alert him. To let him know that sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and start crying for no apparent reason.
I'm a little bit sad. I'm going to miss a lot about him.. but then again.. there's a lot I won't miss. I had actually been considering this for about a week... he wouldn't go to calling hours.. despite my many, pathetic pleas. He said he would feel uncomfortable. Granted... no one is exactly comfortable with seeing the dead body of a loved one in a fucking box... it's hard. Which is why it would have been nice to have someone there for me. Though what I really remember is that a lot of my theatre friends showed up.
anyways. I have to go to work. I just wanted to let off some steam.