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i thaught id found the perfect boy but day by day hes turing into all the other guys ive dated
hmm what to do
i love ed to death but hes turning into all the other guys ive dated before and i dont like it one bit
i kno i sound selfish and well i dont care and yea i kno that i did some stuff to ed that i shouldnt have but i never ment to hurt him ever
and it just seems like hes becoming a horny little teenage boy and i dont like it
he doin alot better with the whole shyness infront of other people thing he actually kisses me occationally in front of someone and thats good
but like today i was talkin to him online and it was prolly like 130ish or sumthin and he was like ima go get a shower and ill call in in like a half hour so im like ok sounds good i get to hang out wit my hubby tonite good stuff and then i was talkin to my girl kristen and she asked if i wanted to chill wit her and amanda but i was like well ed is gonna call me soon so when i come down there ill give u a call or sumthin to see if u want to do sumthin then and she was like ok so at 6 he still didnt call and i was like well sumtimes he calls alil later maybe he figured i was gettin ready (cause u all kno how long that takes me) so then i got a shower and stuff and then i started to get dressed and i looked at jesse's cage and he wasnt movin so i thought maybe he was sleeping so i tapped on his cage to make sure but no he died!!!!!
i was upset and i didnt kno what to do with him my pets have died before but i never had to do everything by myself and my mom had already left for this thing wit my brother and her bestfriend and no one was at my house so then i did that and thank god for toots che came over and helped me bury him and my lil brothers friend austin came over nad watched us but hes so little i didnt tell him what we were burrying i told him that my mom wanted me to dig a hole and put this can in there and he was a lil confused but w/e
and then i went back in my room and couldnt find anything to wear so i started to clean my room a lil and then it turned into a full blow cleaning freakout and i was just gonna clean a lil until i could find sumthin to wear but then i did but i couldnt stop cleaning and i figured id just clean til eddie called but he never did so at 8 30 i called him and he was like ohh yea my bad i never called i went out so i was like oh well what u doin he was like chillin...hmm ok...and then there was alotta awkward silence then he was like well what are u doin and i was like sitting at my house by myself cause i was waitin for u to call and he was like ohh my bad i was like its ok
so then there was sum more awkward silence and then he was like well do u want me to give u a call tomorrow so i said sure bye and hung up i dunno if he thought i was mad but hed have to be a moron to think i wasnt cause he was still talkin when i hung up the phone
sorry to anyone who thinks i should have gone about the situation a differnet way or sumthin
im a very high maintence girl i go into princess mode all the time thats just who i am
hmm what to do
i love ed to death but hes turning into all the other guys ive dated before and i dont like it one bit
i kno i sound selfish and well i dont care and yea i kno that i did some stuff to ed that i shouldnt have but i never ment to hurt him ever
and it just seems like hes becoming a horny little teenage boy and i dont like it
he doin alot better with the whole shyness infront of other people thing he actually kisses me occationally in front of someone and thats good
but like today i was talkin to him online and it was prolly like 130ish or sumthin and he was like ima go get a shower and ill call in in like a half hour so im like ok sounds good i get to hang out wit my hubby tonite good stuff and then i was talkin to my girl kristen and she asked if i wanted to chill wit her and amanda but i was like well ed is gonna call me soon so when i come down there ill give u a call or sumthin to see if u want to do sumthin then and she was like ok so at 6 he still didnt call and i was like well sumtimes he calls alil later maybe he figured i was gettin ready (cause u all kno how long that takes me) so then i got a shower and stuff and then i started to get dressed and i looked at jesse's cage and he wasnt movin so i thought maybe he was sleeping so i tapped on his cage to make sure but no he died!!!!!
i was upset and i didnt kno what to do with him my pets have died before but i never had to do everything by myself and my mom had already left for this thing wit my brother and her bestfriend and no one was at my house so then i did that and thank god for toots che came over and helped me bury him and my lil brothers friend austin came over nad watched us but hes so little i didnt tell him what we were burrying i told him that my mom wanted me to dig a hole and put this can in there and he was a lil confused but w/e
and then i went back in my room and couldnt find anything to wear so i started to clean my room a lil and then it turned into a full blow cleaning freakout and i was just gonna clean a lil until i could find sumthin to wear but then i did but i couldnt stop cleaning and i figured id just clean til eddie called but he never did so at 8 30 i called him and he was like ohh yea my bad i never called i went out so i was like oh well what u doin he was like chillin...hmm ok...and then there was alotta awkward silence then he was like well what are u doin and i was like sitting at my house by myself cause i was waitin for u to call and he was like ohh my bad i was like its ok
so then there was sum more awkward silence and then he was like well do u want me to give u a call tomorrow so i said sure bye and hung up i dunno if he thought i was mad but hed have to be a moron to think i wasnt cause he was still talkin when i hung up the phone
sorry to anyone who thinks i should have gone about the situation a differnet way or sumthin
im a very high maintence girl i go into princess mode all the time thats just who i am