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well last night i get home from work.. and i was talking to my brother and i thought he sed somethng about blockbuster so im like yeah mike sure get in the car and i'll drive ya and my flips out saying im never getting a car.. if im lucky and no C's on my report card(uhhh im no genious.. precalc is hard with a teacher who doens't speak english and chem is stupid with a teacher who decides lets change how we do things in the middle of the year this ridulous).. mebbe i'll get one b4 senior year.. and its not only a car.. im not guna be able to drive myself.. he doens't understand what this is doing to me.. he already told me im never going to college and end up a piece of shit.. now i gotta take ne last dream i have and stomp on that too.. every dream ive had since i was 12 consisted of me driving and having friends in the car.. going where i want and when i want to.. and for once in my life im independant and not dependant.. id rather walk then have my parents drive me somewhere.. or rather stay home if i going like to the mall or some where cuz what if i wanna leave i can't.. its stupid.. im 17.. i have a license.. i have witnesses that say im a good driver... you even sed it.. let me take the car.. let me pay u the money to put my name onm ur insurance and let me take it.. or help me with buying my own car.. i just want sum independance thats all.. i don't think its too hard to ask for my parents not to stomp on every last dream i have and make me cry b4 i go to sleep never get to sleep till 2 a.m. and HmMmM i wonder why i can't get up in the morning... they wonder why i can't wait to go off on my own.. im sure its hard.. but im getting no practice so sheltered here.. and waitch one of my parents are gunna read this and get mad and im gunna get yelled at and in trouble and end up being punished by like paying rent (which i sed i would do ne way)
well theres my ranting.. i gotta go to work.. lata
well theres my ranting.. i gotta go to work.. lata