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i woke up feeling "blah" this morning. i was exhausted and just didnt feel right so, i took a shower and fell back to sleep. I woke up around 1 or 2, took ANOTHER shower and went to work.
work was good. again, no complaints.
came home from work,ate dinner, spent HOURS listening to music and sitting on the computer.
so, im punished, sitting home watching while you were out and eating pickels.
IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO GET IN TOUCH WITH SEAN.
i wish i could spend time with Ivan, i feel like such a selfish girlfreind. He sits around ans talks to me on the phone, but we never get to spend time together. He tries his best to be there for me but, im never around.
my grades suck.
im lazy.
i want to go out and pary and get trashed and dance on a table with a lampshade on my head. im too stressed for no real reason. being depressed is lame.
fuck. i need to figure out what im doing for my birthday. someone help.
wow, was this alot of rambling or what.
work was good. again, no complaints.
came home from work,ate dinner, spent HOURS listening to music and sitting on the computer.
so, im punished, sitting home watching while you were out and eating pickels.
IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO GET IN TOUCH WITH SEAN.
i wish i could spend time with Ivan, i feel like such a selfish girlfreind. He sits around ans talks to me on the phone, but we never get to spend time together. He tries his best to be there for me but, im never around.
my grades suck.
im lazy.
i want to go out and pary and get trashed and dance on a table with a lampshade on my head. im too stressed for no real reason. being depressed is lame.
fuck. i need to figure out what im doing for my birthday. someone help.
wow, was this alot of rambling or what.