title: Those Three Words
author:
hidaka_yuushipairing: Yoochun/Junsu
Genre: Fluff
Rating : PG
Disclaimer: I wish they are mine T_T
Summary: It took Junsu 6 months, 3 weeks, 4 days and 6 hours to finally say ‘I LOVE YOU’ again to Yoochun.
“Bye baby-yah, I love you,” Yoochun bent down to peck the slightly smaller man.
Junsu lips quivered for a second before settling on “Bye Chunnie-yah. Have a good day,” and he tiptoed to reciprocate the peck his lover bestowed upon his lips.
Although he tried to hide it, Junsu still could see the disappointment reflected in Yoochun’s eyes as he, once again, failed to utter the 3 words the other man had been longing to hear.
“Stupid Junsu!” He berated himself after Yoochun finally left the house. “Why can’t you just say those simple three words?!!!”
He hated himself every time he saw Yoochun’s eyes dimmed slightly in disappointment when he, again and again, couldn’t make himself to say those precious 3 words back to him. Junsu tried. He really did. Every morning before waking Yoochun up, he would mumble those three words to himself. Every day before seeing Yoochun off at the door, he unfailingly went to the bathroom beforehand to practice saying those three words in the mirror. And for each night, right before he greeted Yoochun on the door or before giving him a goodnight kiss, he had repeated those three words in his head... They were always already on the tip of his tongue...
But he always failed to say it out loud.
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Yoochun tried so hard not to show his disappointment when this morning Junsu still held the three words back from him. He realised that it was practically his own fault since he clearly remember what happened the last time Junsu said ‘I love you’ to him...
He left Junsu to Vienna.
He witnessed how Junsu tried so hard to say those words to him. He heard him mumbling softly to himself before Junsu woke him up in the morning, saw him running to the bathroom for 30 seconds before he sent him off and watched him battling with himself every night before settling with a sweet goodnight kiss for Yoochun, as if to make up the lack of words.
He told himself to be satisfied with what he had now. It’s not like he did not know Junsu loved him. The other man practically radiated his love for Yoochun. From his stares, his gestures, his touches...
“It’s enough for me,” Yoochun convinced himself. “It’s going to be”.
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Junsu had it all planned in his head.
Today he would definitely say it... and he’s going to say it in a special way.
He had ordered special dishes from Yoochun’s favourite restaurant, he had chosen a special song to accompany their special dinner, he had picked a set of nice clothes for him to ‘wow’ Yoochun away...
He had practiced to say the words for almost a thousand times that day... and he would say it.
He would not disappoint Yoochun... and himself anymore.
And that night was indeed special.
Yoochun was definitely surprised at the elaborated dinner that welcomed him after his lesson that day. And he was more than floored to see Junsu dressed up (Junsu hated to dress up!) for him... and of course, when Junsu started his song, Yoochun thought that night could never get any better.
Junsu thought the night had started perfectly. The food was perfect and his clothes were perfect and the song was perfect... and Yoochun’s reaction was perfect.
He had planned to do it romantically. He was going to be all suave and cool and sang the song charismatically... and then he’s going to walk toward Yoochun and knelt down and said that he loved him.
That was the plan.
He should know better that he would turn into putty in Yoochun’s presence.
So this what actually happened.
Junsu walked with trembling legs toward Yoochun who had been looking at him with a soft smile gracing his handsome features.
‘This is it, Junsu,’ He thought to himself and he stopped in front of Yoochun and knelt down.
Or he tried to.
Instead, he stumbled upon his own feet and crashed into Yoochun who was surprised at the sudden additional weight and in turn smashed into the dining table.
And Junsu’s romantic plan shattered in a second.
He wanted to scowl at his own feet that decided to be so clumsy at this important moment and he wanted to cry in distress at the failed plan...
Until he heard Yoochun’s tinkling laughter and looked up, and he saw Yoochun looked at him with a big smile and eyes filled with love...
“I Love you,” he blurted out.
And he instantly turned red, smacked his hand to cover his mouth, and ran to the safety of his (their) bedroom.
Leaving a speechless Yoochun behind.
Yoochun was still frozen in his sitting position 10 seconds later. His mind slowly replayed what actually just happened over and over again... and he broke into a big grin.
2 months and 3 weeks ago his heart almost shattered when he heard Junsu uttered the word ‘I miss you’ after 6 months of separation.
Today his heart practically exploded with exhilaration, ecstasy, delight, happiness... virtually every word possible in dictionary.
And he quickly jumped from his position in the middle of their messed living room and sprinted toward their bedroom.
And he leaped on top of the lump present on their bed
And yanked the blanked away to reveal Junsu’s blushing face
And couldn’t resist the temptation to plant kisses all over those cherry-red face.
“Thank you,” he said breathlessly after finished rolling around on the bed, wrestling with his duck-butt lover and raining him with kisses.
Junsu stared up at his panting lover and smiled. “I love you Chunnie... I’m sorry that I take this long to say it,” and he arched his back to meet Yoochun’s lips one more time.
And Yoochun knew that his life couldn’t be better than this.
Heemihan Paljagugi Naege Isseo
(Nothing Better Than That)
Kakeum hansangchorom sarajilka turyeowojyo
onjena pigawado jirangatti kamkamhan otumi wado
kudae gyotteso kidarilke
Nothing Better Than That
The scattered past times,
And our timid smiles we shared are becoming one by the purple ocean,
Although we haven't been lovers for long,
The footsteps we imprinted one by one while looking at the same direction are with me,
Nothing better than that
Song by: DBSK (SM TOWN summer album)
A/N: SOOOOO this is the promised sequel^^ Hope you like it! This piece is inspired by the comment left by my beloved micah88. She mentioned in chapter 3 when Yoochun felt his heart shattered when Junsu said 'I miss you' to him that his heart would feel even 'more' when Junsu finally said 'I love you' to him... so this fic plot appeared in my head. hehehe..
Hope you enjoy it! And please comment^^