I suppose now i feel like it's the right time for me to appologize finally. cus i really am sorry we lost our friendship. i was selfish cus i didn't really know love and i was jealous of you for having it. but now i understand &&it's funny how i am becoming more like you were when i chose to stop talking to you. so seriously with all my heart i am sorry, and i am sorry i really showed that our "bffe" friendship really wasn't forever &&i wasn't the best of friends as i made it out to be. maybe it's also just the fact that i felt unwanted as a friend and i was just a bitch back then.. but most of all, the moral is my sincerity in my appology. i now understand and it took me about a year to actually grow up and stop being a little baby over this. but hopefully one day we could be friends again like before and i wouldn't be so pissed when we didn't spend like everyday together cus i know how important it is and how much it hurts when you're not with your bf. but i'm just going on &&on. Sorry though. :/ sorry it took me so long to give a
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jeeze its about time someone fixed that relationship now we can all hang out again like we used to :D remeber the time we were at vee's house and chris smith went outside to like try not to crack that egg in his hand and then it like went all over the drive way and we all came in laughing then like 5 min later vee's mom came in the house completly pissed and was like you clean that egg off the drive way right now haha good times that was
so i guess ill try one last time to be cool with you. i dont know why you wont give me a chance. feels like you think your better then me or something. our boyfriends are best friends. they live together. i've tried so many times to try and get to know you better, but you dont let me. i dont know why. ashlie told me you IMed her asking if I talk shit about you. please talk to me about that stuff, rather then going through my friends to find out. its annoying how much competition is set between derek and chris, cause it rubs off on you and i. i dont like it. the 4 of us see each other all the time. we need to be cool with each other. thats all me and derek want, is just for things to be relaxed. not all this competition shit. you can think your better then me if you want, cause i cant stop you.. but at least hear me out.
if this bothers you, at least let me know rather then ignoring me. ♥
its laurennnnnnnnnnnyeahimaslutNovember 4 2005, 00:42:54 UTC
Rah, I really dont even KNOW where we went amber? I mean, praise god we didnt get in a fight or anything, but drifting apart is quite possibly worse. I miss you. Honestly I would LOVE to hang out w/ you again. I miss your little ass more than you problably could ever fathom. I miss your house, your family, everything. You were like my 2nd home. Im not saying, Hey lets go exactly back to the way things used to be. But hey, hanging out would still be grand. A movie/chill night maybe? I love you w/ all my heart. I know we dont talk or hang out, but I still consider you in my heart to be one of my best friends, because overall, I know I can always count on you. Thanks for being such a great person amb. I love you shortay. <3 Tallay. =]
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I suppose now i feel like it's the right time for me to appologize finally. cus i really am sorry we lost our friendship. i was selfish cus i didn't really know love and i was jealous of you for having it. but now i understand &&it's funny how i am becoming more like you were when i chose to stop talking to you. so seriously with all my heart i am sorry, and i am sorry i really showed that our "bffe" friendship really wasn't forever &&i wasn't the best of friends as i made it out to be. maybe it's also just the fact that i felt unwanted as a friend and i was just a bitch back then.. but most of all, the moral is my sincerity in my appology. i now understand and it took me about a year to actually grow up and stop being a little baby over this. but hopefully one day we could be friends again like before and i wouldn't be so pissed when we didn't spend like everyday together cus i know how important it is and how much it hurts when you're not with your bf. but i'm just going on &&on. Sorry though. :/ sorry it took me so long to give a ( ... )
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and i agree with the drama thing. girls are so dumb
i love ya amb
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if this bothers you, at least let me know rather then ignoring me.
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-becca
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<3 Tallay.
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