May 04, 2004 20:36
Well now.. I'm writing this because Jennifer made me. Atleast someone is reading this! :D Sorry for the shorter then expected first post, but here I am 20 minutes later writing again so don't BITCH!
In all honesty I want to bring up a topic that was stressful a few days ago. Yes, the afamed MEGAN situation. Some things were said that I regret saying and I think I was just in a mood. Also, the things that were told to her that I said were MAJORLY exaggerated. Wow! In all honesty I have nothing against Megan, and Kyle is my friend so I wish them the VERY best, and w00t w00t for Kyle getting his first kiss.. He learns from the best. (That sounds so homo).
Jenn and Kevin. Oddest couple I've seen so far in High-School but they seem to be happy. I am glad. Jenn as most of you know has been one of my good friends since 5th grade until the Psycho Bitch whose name will not be mentioned ( =D ) totally fucked it up. Yes I blame her. As far as Kevin is concerned he seems nice, I worked with him for a bit. Plus, he is friends with Kyle and Kyle says he's cool so it must be true?! :)
School blows. I'm still debating whether to do my research paper or not. Mrs. Herring is a good teacher but she probably feels bad because she can't motivate me. Who can motivate me though? Noone ever has but ME. People should realize that I'm a very strongly opinionated individualist. Whatever that means. hah. =P
Angie left me which I mentioned earlier which sucks (except for me talking to Jenn) because Angie brightens my nights online with her superb cuteness. She reminds me of pre-hell Alisha. So madly in love, so very cute with it. I hope her and her boyfriend last a very long time. Someone deserves it.
I want a girlfriend, I'll admit it straight out. I'm not used to not being loved/liked. Its weird. It seems everyone hates me now. Noone truly likes me I know this. Shae...I thought? but odd signals of course. Doubt it would work anyways..never did before. I'm not even going to bother. Girl A and Girl B both have boyfriends and I don't think either one of them will be free anytime soon. (Not naming them because even an exhibitionist has secrets.)
I feel when I write in journals I babble and noone will read, but I hope they will! Read OR DIE! *BRAWR* No poem at the end of this one..Why? You people are greedy shh!! :)
Gonna go now 'til Jennifer forces me to write more..ugh..ahah.. See you all later. PEACE!