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lol. i just got home from katies b-day and it was sorta weird. the restraunt was definately fun. but once we got back from there i was forced to be in a room with issac and marrisa. marrisa and i are pretty chill, but issac was acting like an ass and was sorta rude. kevin was meh and he sat on me twice the big old bastard, but we had a pretty good time i suppose. amanda and lauren laughed at y jokes, so they were cool. taylor actually talked to me alittle, which is more then i've gotten from her in like what, ever? i forget her name, but katies friend was fun..... i think she was alittle uncomforable around me(maybe she's shy, maybe she thought i was obnoxious..) but thats the way life is sometimes. i'm glad to know i have very good and very close friends, even if i dont always get to chill with them.
the whole night was alittle acward tho and i felt outnumbered the whole time. i was thinking about telling billy and drake to come get me from the party, just to see issac get nervous cuz im almost positve that they still arnt on good terms. but im not an ass hole(or a big one depending on who u ask) unlike some others. hope katie had a good time, and i hid her gifts in random places in her room. i thought it was hilarious, but she was frusterated and barely found things. we had to do the hole hot or cold game.
i think i want to fight someone just to get rid of my anger. but fights dont end shit like they used to. in the old daysa fight ende shit with a fight. there was no post fighting attacks. no jumping ppl, no slashing cars. very uncool now
i wonder if imm depressed or angry. or maybe im happy. or confused. or tired. i think tired
goodnight
the whole night was alittle acward tho and i felt outnumbered the whole time. i was thinking about telling billy and drake to come get me from the party, just to see issac get nervous cuz im almost positve that they still arnt on good terms. but im not an ass hole(or a big one depending on who u ask) unlike some others. hope katie had a good time, and i hid her gifts in random places in her room. i thought it was hilarious, but she was frusterated and barely found things. we had to do the hole hot or cold game.
i think i want to fight someone just to get rid of my anger. but fights dont end shit like they used to. in the old daysa fight ende shit with a fight. there was no post fighting attacks. no jumping ppl, no slashing cars. very uncool now
i wonder if imm depressed or angry. or maybe im happy. or confused. or tired. i think tired
goodnight