May 30, 2005 19:19
This weekend I work an ungodly amount. I think i began talkin like a kid by the time I got done with work... I made some money though which will help me with my bills that are coming up next month...
So I have come to relization of just how much I truly hate Mount Pleasant right now... Usually the summer is filled of excitment, family, friends, and yes work... However my summer up here in this shit hole is filled with boredom, no family, some friends, and work... Nothing like most of my summers... I guess I got use to the lake, the Boathouse, the lake crew back at home, and being with my family.. The biggest downfall is the cut in my pay that i chose by staying up here working and taking summer classes. Right now I'm extremely tight on money, and if I were back at home working at the boathouse I wouldn't be worrying about money right now at all... I guess I'm contemplating whether or not to go home for the rest of the summer to pick up the job as a Sous Chef that i dearly loved or stay up here and make myself sick with the boredom that I'm having...
It's Memorial Day, and I wish more than anything that I could be at home grilling out with my parents, It's a huge family thing since it's a day for rememberance of three very loving family members... I'm ready to go home..... I know that for a fact...
I love my roomates to death, but being here just isn't like summer back at home. I miss the lake the most... I miss being able to just get on the boat, get on the sea doo and just go to someone elses place across the lake and hang out for a while... I am missing all the late drunken nights by the bon fire, here I can't have any of that... Anyway sorry about the depressing update, but i needed to get out exactly what i was feeling...