Everything is going to be okay! So there!
Today was such an odd day. First of all, thankyou to everyone who responded to my last (proper) entry, your support means the world to me and I guess I was a little silly to think that you'd all hate me. I love you all to pieces! *big hugs and kisses*
I went round to Mikes flat today because I left my phone there the other night and wanted to find it. I was searching like a crazy person for it and it turns out Mike had found it this morning and had passed a message on to my Mum who had no way of telling me. So after I gave up looking for my phone, I ended up cleaning Mikes kitchen from top to bottom which was so satisfying because his house is a mess and I felt pretty useless not being able to help. I even went to Sainsburys and brought him cake and other random things he might've needed! Woo!
There was a bit of... drama earlier, that I wont go in to because its really confusing. But to simplify things a little, Mikes ex was really upset that he has a new girlfriend (even though she ended it!) and that was messing with his head slightly. But his mum made him see sense, and that I was obviously making him happier than she was and that helped him realise that she was right and life is so much better with me :3 Soo, I'm going to go over to his place before work and giving him major cuddles. I have a feeling that things are going to get a lot smoother now all this is out of the way! And Mike has given me a major motorvation boost and I want to write my stories all day long so I can show him. Life is... good. Very good. And tomorrow will be strange but also strangely uplifting and I think in the space of writing this, I've become someone who can face just about anything right now. So goodnight, before I waffle it out of my system!
I went round to Mikes flat today because I left my phone there the other night and wanted to find it. I was searching like a crazy person for it and it turns out Mike had found it this morning and had passed a message on to my Mum who had no way of telling me. So after I gave up looking for my phone, I ended up cleaning Mikes kitchen from top to bottom which was so satisfying because his house is a mess and I felt pretty useless not being able to help. I even went to Sainsburys and brought him cake and other random things he might've needed! Woo!
There was a bit of... drama earlier, that I wont go in to because its really confusing. But to simplify things a little, Mikes ex was really upset that he has a new girlfriend (even though she ended it!) and that was messing with his head slightly. But his mum made him see sense, and that I was obviously making him happier than she was and that helped him realise that she was right and life is so much better with me :3 Soo, I'm going to go over to his place before work and giving him major cuddles. I have a feeling that things are going to get a lot smoother now all this is out of the way! And Mike has given me a major motorvation boost and I want to write my stories all day long so I can show him. Life is... good. Very good. And tomorrow will be strange but also strangely uplifting and I think in the space of writing this, I've become someone who can face just about anything right now. So goodnight, before I waffle it out of my system!