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Im in college earlier than usual. Fridays are annoying ¬¬; mum keeps torturing me in them XD she's doing another eyelash tint thing in 15 minutes, then something else random at half 12. Ill probably forget the 12.30 one >>;;
Im getting more panicked about the fact that my exam is this monday >_<; Im *really* not looking forward to it and *really* unconfident about it. After this, Im not doing any more grades. mainly 'cause i just dont really agree that grades show how good you are. I mean, Im grade 1, maybe nearly 2, but I've been playing for about 6 years, so I'm not really at that standard. Im better than grade 1 / 2.. Apart from the obvious fact that I might fail my grade 2 XD But that doesnt mean I'm not good enough for it.. I can play songs at a grade 5 standard if I really pushed myself.. And I've proved that I can push myself for it, so nya. Thats all that matters to me ^^
Maybe Ill take the theory exam instead. I like theory :D And OMFGBBQBLUE I've found someone else who likes theory :O :D he's in my class and says he likes doing theory 'cause it kinda explains how everything works and I was like YAY someone else who likes theory too :DD *dances*
:DDDDDD Minami soon :DDD Only they didnt get back to me about the changing ticketness so holly's gonna give me her friends passport and a letter from him to say he's swapping with me and Ill bring my passport and £5 thingy and Ill just wander around with his ticket all weekend ^^; XD Every anime convention I've been to has had something completely other than Hiccup on it, Ayacon was Sarah Bates, Amecon was Pocket Mouse and now its something like... I cant remember, something random XD
I had another bizarre dream last night. I cant remember all of it, but I was in my house, only it was actually dales house and I was walking down the stairs and my cousin David came in the front door and told me everyone was waiting for me outside, so I went outside to see my Auntie Sarahs Motorhome thing and I looked through the window and my Cousin Bernadette and Catherine were sitting in there and Dale was lying down on the seats complaining that I'd taken forever and then the dream either changed completely, i woke up, or i just cant remember anymore.
Its no big deal exactly, but its the 5th weird dream I've had about my family and / or Dale. It wasnt a big scary dream, it just ... felt weird. Like something was wrong, or something :S
And then I had another dream after that one about fighting a huge battle in a fort like it was some kind of computer game, only all my team kept dying and the walls of my castle kept falling down and the bad guys just walked into my base easily. Was very strange!
Wah, I gotta be there in ten minutes and I really cant be bothered to go in and have to close my eyes for ten minutes because I suck at that and my eyes keep figetting so Ill get some of the liquid stuff in my eye and that stuff REALLY hurts >_< (*knows, it happened last time*weeps**)
EDIT: my dad woke me up this morning and said "look, its snowing!" so I lept up and looked out the window, completely wide awake and saw... GREEN EVERYWHERE with no snow anywhere :( Apparently it had snowed before and he was just winding me up to get me out of bed ¬¬; so I was wide awake at 6.30am *weeps* thats just mean! but funny XDD
(btw, i've realised i've been thinking too much about what i dont have. now i've figured out that doing that is just plain depressive. i'll start appreciating what i DO have a lot more. because i have one hell of a lot of good things to be thankful for ^^)
*huggles everyone tight and waves byebye* keep smiling okay? People look better with smily faces ^^
Im getting more panicked about the fact that my exam is this monday >_<; Im *really* not looking forward to it and *really* unconfident about it. After this, Im not doing any more grades. mainly 'cause i just dont really agree that grades show how good you are. I mean, Im grade 1, maybe nearly 2, but I've been playing for about 6 years, so I'm not really at that standard. Im better than grade 1 / 2.. Apart from the obvious fact that I might fail my grade 2 XD But that doesnt mean I'm not good enough for it.. I can play songs at a grade 5 standard if I really pushed myself.. And I've proved that I can push myself for it, so nya. Thats all that matters to me ^^
Maybe Ill take the theory exam instead. I like theory :D And OMFGBBQBLUE I've found someone else who likes theory :O :D he's in my class and says he likes doing theory 'cause it kinda explains how everything works and I was like YAY someone else who likes theory too :DD *dances*
:DDDDDD Minami soon :DDD Only they didnt get back to me about the changing ticketness so holly's gonna give me her friends passport and a letter from him to say he's swapping with me and Ill bring my passport and £5 thingy and Ill just wander around with his ticket all weekend ^^; XD Every anime convention I've been to has had something completely other than Hiccup on it, Ayacon was Sarah Bates, Amecon was Pocket Mouse and now its something like... I cant remember, something random XD
I had another bizarre dream last night. I cant remember all of it, but I was in my house, only it was actually dales house and I was walking down the stairs and my cousin David came in the front door and told me everyone was waiting for me outside, so I went outside to see my Auntie Sarahs Motorhome thing and I looked through the window and my Cousin Bernadette and Catherine were sitting in there and Dale was lying down on the seats complaining that I'd taken forever and then the dream either changed completely, i woke up, or i just cant remember anymore.
Its no big deal exactly, but its the 5th weird dream I've had about my family and / or Dale. It wasnt a big scary dream, it just ... felt weird. Like something was wrong, or something :S
And then I had another dream after that one about fighting a huge battle in a fort like it was some kind of computer game, only all my team kept dying and the walls of my castle kept falling down and the bad guys just walked into my base easily. Was very strange!
Wah, I gotta be there in ten minutes and I really cant be bothered to go in and have to close my eyes for ten minutes because I suck at that and my eyes keep figetting so Ill get some of the liquid stuff in my eye and that stuff REALLY hurts >_< (*knows, it happened last time*weeps**)
EDIT: my dad woke me up this morning and said "look, its snowing!" so I lept up and looked out the window, completely wide awake and saw... GREEN EVERYWHERE with no snow anywhere :( Apparently it had snowed before and he was just winding me up to get me out of bed ¬¬; so I was wide awake at 6.30am *weeps* thats just mean! but funny XDD
(btw, i've realised i've been thinking too much about what i dont have. now i've figured out that doing that is just plain depressive. i'll start appreciating what i DO have a lot more. because i have one hell of a lot of good things to be thankful for ^^)
*huggles everyone tight and waves byebye* keep smiling okay? People look better with smily faces ^^