Sep 16, 2005 18:18
our friendship is now officially over yey! i guess i dun have anyone to hang out, cut classes, rock my ass off with.
it feels strange tho..i realized how much i depended on him, but i miss him so badly. when i walk through the corridors, he walks pass by me as if i didnt even exist to begin with and god, that hurt more than anything else. i would trade everything i have, just for us to be friends again.
i never felt this down before...this was harder than any breakup...guess it was a new feeling to me, i never lost a friend before..
he just didnt see things my way i guess....maybe if mike hadnt come along..then maybe all this crap wouldnt have happened.
now, everything seems so ordinary, i have no one to share my fucking umbrella with, someone who'll do my assignment in algebra willingly, and heck, i have no one to play music with.
he gave me a final peck on the lips, which ill never forget. god, who taught him how to kiss that good?! hell i shure didnt. i never thought that moron loved me....
but that doesnt friggin matter now.
to you, you frigin moronic bastard for an ex bestfriend:
everyday seems so ordinary without you, lets just forget about this please? lets just be friggin friends again. i promise to pay the concert tickets i owe you. just please, lets be friends again.
i miss you.