This is fucked up! Thanks
I am so Pissed off. Why am I taking the damn time to write in my live journal if no one ever leaves a comment? I thought at least if my friends can’t call me or never gets on my space and contacts me; they can at least keep in touch with me on live journal. But you know what that is not happing any ways. I see some of my friends have a little thing going on and every one and the damn state leaves them a comment, but when I go to the hospital and going thru physical therapy and living with fucking pain every day of my life and I got no phone call, no fucking comment, and no comment on my space asking if I am ok. That pisses me off. But I see my friends leaving comments on people live journal that they only know over internet. Now that is fucked up. It is enough that I don’t see them for they all moved away but to see that they put more time and effort in people they meet over internet hurts. It also hurts that I have to call them all the fucking time and I leave comments on their post. May be I shouldn’t have a live journal. Maybe people just don’t care. Oh well I know now. My last comment was on May 7. I had 5 posts after that, and there not even little stupid post. If I have the time out of my busy life to give a fuck for people there is no excuses that they don’t. I work full time, go to physical therapy, go to school, and take care of bills and house work. I don’t even have internet at home. That tells me a lot. I am thru finished.