Serious rant is serious.

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I have thiskso called Midterm exams tmr with my two major subjects but I srsly need to get this off my chest D; Who who've thought I'd be in love with KPOP? I mean.. my friends didn't see it coming, neither do I. Honestly speaking, SHINee was my first KPOP group bias. They were the sole reason why I beacame so addicted to this gulity pleasure... I'm a year old KPOP lover, and lemme get it straight to the point.

Super Junior made me so fuckin' happy that I don't even need a real life boyfriend!

Yes, I know you're like.. Are you stupid or somethin'? But dude, I really am serious. && I've never been this happy before.  I didn't get a chance to spazz here (on my accnt) about their Mr. Simple comeback. But, I was friggin' happy that I did get a chance to see them perform on those shows, srsly. This was the first time I experienced things like this. Pre-ordering albums in Korea, ordering online & going on conventions. I even made friends on Twitter, FB & here just bcos of KPOP. I lubb you!!!



Our boys are osm and I'm so so so proud of them, I'm being incoherent right now cos I'm saying things I'm not supposed to say, rather.. these are the thigns that just comes in my mind.

So yeah, THIS FUCKIN' TODAY'S WINNER MAKES ME SOB EVERY SINGLE TIME.

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You see, I hate seeing the boys cry ;______; cos I cry too!!! I loved them from Full House to Foresight. Seeing them cry breaks my heart.  And never forget to pause on 1:34-1:50.. Their group hug! ohmyGod. :(( I just love them so much that my heart hurts. Be it literally & emotionally. D; D; D;

AND THIS



Here's another, Yeye! :(

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I just teared up when he said KAJIMA.
That was supposed to be cute, but.. ;___; wtf Yeye. wtf.
You make me cry TT________TT

My heart weighs a lot right now, emotionally speaking. Today's the day when Kim Heechul entered the army & I can't cry hard enough ;AAA; He was my first bias and everything.. I love that 4-dimensional guy, I love him to bits. :/



IT HURTS SO FUCKIN' MUCH. IT HURTS MORE THAN THE BREAK UP I HAD. D;
lmao SRSLY D;










This is reality & I, or shall I  say we, must accept it. :(


PROM15E TO 13ELIEVE!!! ♥