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That felt really weird. I was cleaning out the pictures in my computer, and I came upon some from Pickering.... specifically, graduation......
So, first of all.... look at that skirt... I'm such a whore!!! =D
Then there's Stella and Minela.... Stella partly covered by a flag.... Sometimes, I still miss Stella......She was so much like me. Kelsey and Ashley are my best friends now, but if Stella stayed in America.... who knows.
Then there's Sam!!!! Gosh... 12 years of schooling together. =D
And then there's Alex. The small, pale, kid, holding the American flag. Oh how he's changed. Oh how similar he is. It's weird, because I saw this picture, and saw Alex, and teared up. I mean..... I saw him recently. I talk to him all the time. Why?
I didn't know who Alex was in Pickering... but it's weird to see how he used to look, and know the man that he became. Ok... so this is slightly embarrassing to admit, and I know I've said it many times on lj..... but I'd give up everything to marry Alex. Even after all these years. Even after I stopped talking to him everyday and seeing him everyday. Even though we only talk a few times a month. Even though we've never kissed. If he asked me to, I'd wait for him forever. You know...... if you look at him (recent picture.. I'm not gonna put one up), there's nothing particularly attractive. He's not that tall. Kinda skinny. Fair skin. Nothing extraordinary. But I look at him, and I see the world. There's no one who's quite as confident, yet kind, and brutally honest, yet sweet and caring. He's my soulmate. Some of what I just wrote, I've never told him, but you know, I think it's time. I need to tell him. Ironically........ he does know I'd marry him... and he'd totally marry me. Either way.... I need to get over him. Once and for all............
Or... you know..... fall in love, and live happily ever after
So, first of all.... look at that skirt... I'm such a whore!!! =D
Then there's Stella and Minela.... Stella partly covered by a flag.... Sometimes, I still miss Stella......She was so much like me. Kelsey and Ashley are my best friends now, but if Stella stayed in America.... who knows.
Then there's Sam!!!! Gosh... 12 years of schooling together. =D
And then there's Alex. The small, pale, kid, holding the American flag. Oh how he's changed. Oh how similar he is. It's weird, because I saw this picture, and saw Alex, and teared up. I mean..... I saw him recently. I talk to him all the time. Why?
I didn't know who Alex was in Pickering... but it's weird to see how he used to look, and know the man that he became. Ok... so this is slightly embarrassing to admit, and I know I've said it many times on lj..... but I'd give up everything to marry Alex. Even after all these years. Even after I stopped talking to him everyday and seeing him everyday. Even though we only talk a few times a month. Even though we've never kissed. If he asked me to, I'd wait for him forever. You know...... if you look at him (recent picture.. I'm not gonna put one up), there's nothing particularly attractive. He's not that tall. Kinda skinny. Fair skin. Nothing extraordinary. But I look at him, and I see the world. There's no one who's quite as confident, yet kind, and brutally honest, yet sweet and caring. He's my soulmate. Some of what I just wrote, I've never told him, but you know, I think it's time. I need to tell him. Ironically........ he does know I'd marry him... and he'd totally marry me. Either way.... I need to get over him. Once and for all............
Or... you know..... fall in love, and live happily ever after