How Nice
I just went through a few older posts, and it is so interesting to see me back then, before things got worse.
I stopped taking iron pills because they made me so miserable. That reminds me I haven't taken my vitamins in days, not since we ran out of my Carnation Instant Breakfast. Oops. I have had several iron infusions. The last one was in October. I had surgery to remove all the fibroids and a polyp as well. I returned to work way too soon and way too much work was needed to be done. I gave them everything I had and they complained.
I have been on a leave of absence since October. My STD claim is closed without official notification OR any attempts on their part to truly investigate the claim. But maybe that will work out. I don't know. I will try to fight it whichever way I can determine.
I am to return to work on January 7. I don't know if they will keep me or let me go. I don't know if I will have to write up my self review, but I suspect I will have to.
If they keep me, I intend to not overdo what I give them this time. This week, I will try to have the guts to inquire about the possibility of working 30 hr weeks.
BUT my brain feels like it is no good for this anymore. It is tired and fed up and doesn't want to think about technology or software anymore. And I always have had the hardest time making my brain work. I just usually consider myself lucky when it does. Or always rather than usually.
BUT this is all complaints and I don't want to complain. I want to solve the problems as I identify them. Lately, it seems I can barely identify them. The iron deficiency problems promise to return again, and I am at a loss to figure out a solution to the problems that come with that.
I stopped taking iron pills because they made me so miserable. That reminds me I haven't taken my vitamins in days, not since we ran out of my Carnation Instant Breakfast. Oops. I have had several iron infusions. The last one was in October. I had surgery to remove all the fibroids and a polyp as well. I returned to work way too soon and way too much work was needed to be done. I gave them everything I had and they complained.
I have been on a leave of absence since October. My STD claim is closed without official notification OR any attempts on their part to truly investigate the claim. But maybe that will work out. I don't know. I will try to fight it whichever way I can determine.
I am to return to work on January 7. I don't know if they will keep me or let me go. I don't know if I will have to write up my self review, but I suspect I will have to.
If they keep me, I intend to not overdo what I give them this time. This week, I will try to have the guts to inquire about the possibility of working 30 hr weeks.
BUT my brain feels like it is no good for this anymore. It is tired and fed up and doesn't want to think about technology or software anymore. And I always have had the hardest time making my brain work. I just usually consider myself lucky when it does. Or always rather than usually.
BUT this is all complaints and I don't want to complain. I want to solve the problems as I identify them. Lately, it seems I can barely identify them. The iron deficiency problems promise to return again, and I am at a loss to figure out a solution to the problems that come with that.