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i feel dumb for always wanting to go home.
i really like it in Boone, but it is not somewhere that i want to live for an extended amount of time. i find myself refusing to do things that make living here seem permanent-- such as trying to find a job, and things of that sort.
i was bored in charlotte, but i was comfortable and secure.
i can't decide if i want that back.
i am finding photography to be a hard major... it is quite time consuming and i can't find inspiration in the landscape. it is beautiful, but cliche and overdone.
i live for people promising to visit me here. it makes everything easier.
i miss the comfort but i like the new.
minus the tiny ass dorm room.
i like staying up late
minus the consequences for my health.
i like being the big spoon and the way my face fits right between your shoulder blades when i'm falling asleep.
i really like it in Boone, but it is not somewhere that i want to live for an extended amount of time. i find myself refusing to do things that make living here seem permanent-- such as trying to find a job, and things of that sort.
i was bored in charlotte, but i was comfortable and secure.
i can't decide if i want that back.
i am finding photography to be a hard major... it is quite time consuming and i can't find inspiration in the landscape. it is beautiful, but cliche and overdone.
i live for people promising to visit me here. it makes everything easier.
i miss the comfort but i like the new.
minus the tiny ass dorm room.
i like staying up late
minus the consequences for my health.
i like being the big spoon and the way my face fits right between your shoulder blades when i'm falling asleep.