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my weekend was pretty fucking sweet.
my boyfriend came over on friday and suprised me. which was amazing. I was with him the whole weekend. i loved it so much. we hung out with megan and scott (two of the best people i know) and we went to vegas with gary. talked alot. and ya know just chilled. drive megan home.. and scott and justin drove me home, which we parked in front of my house and talked about certin things. which i needed to get off my cheast. Im so sick of being walked all over and letting someone taking advantage of me. I hate it. scott and justin told me i am to nice when it comes to some things, and i need to start sticking up for myself. i need to confront people as soon as i know somehting is bothering me. I am sick that i dont have a girlfriend that i can count on and just have fun with, without them bringing up the same shit over and over again. I like to have fun, and just have some girl time. there are my friend that i have, and i know that i have them, but its all the same shit. Im sick of my shady friends. I can talk to justin and i know he cares and i know he will listen but hes not a girl so i guess he cant really understand where i am coming from.
Megan, we are going to hang out soon, i miss when we did hang out b/c it was amazing. and you understand everying and listen to me on everything, and you dont try to compeate with me and make me feel guilty about everything that i say.
scott told me.." thanks for being kelsey.." and even though we joking around at the time, it still meant alot to me. thank you.