i still have back to school shopping to do.

[hi_im_danielle]

LAst night changed a lot of what i thought of someone. I felt upset with him,I felt hurt cuz he didnt care. I told myself not to go back to that. But now im thinking and i think of all the good memories and i miss him.But then i remember what he said. He doesnt care, so why should I?... i dont want to. But i do, fuck this sucks. i wish i could just be over that, But im not that strong im actually quite weak. Fuck why cant this be easy? was it because he was fucked up? or were those his true feelings? i dont know what to think. I feel like no1 understands this situation,no1 knows what im feeling. i love advice but right now i feel like i cant trust anyones judgment but my own. i just want someone to chose for me, and for it to be easy. but its not,and i have to chose. god damnit i hate this.
the date is: september 5, 2004. my date thing says
2004 11, 2005, its wrong.