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basically, ive been grounded, or under close watch this whole year. my moms been on my back since she had to pick me up waxed as fuck at davids party, and then yesterday she snooped through my myspace, which i dont know how because its private, and now she knows I smoke weed. fucking shit. i miss last year and summer when i never got caught and i partied always, i've been too scared to party at all this year. honestly, this is bullshit. but whatever, a couple more years, and she cant tell me shit.
life's good. i've been at ryans house almost every day lately. i love him, he's my best friend besides alyssa and david. man, leena brings all the drama into my life. i really dont have much of it, till she calls. shit, but whatever. i seen freedom writers yesterday and it was really good. today, im supposed to go to ryan's or matt's, but i dont know, i kind of just wanna chill here, because my mom burned a shit load of movies i wanna watch.
i need to start hanging out with some other girls, now. i love the people i hang out with, but i dont know, nevermind i guess. i dont want to explain. i just need better people who actually wanna chill more often than less. because i cant stand not being busy at all times.
life's good. i've been at ryans house almost every day lately. i love him, he's my best friend besides alyssa and david. man, leena brings all the drama into my life. i really dont have much of it, till she calls. shit, but whatever. i seen freedom writers yesterday and it was really good. today, im supposed to go to ryan's or matt's, but i dont know, i kind of just wanna chill here, because my mom burned a shit load of movies i wanna watch.
i need to start hanging out with some other girls, now. i love the people i hang out with, but i dont know, nevermind i guess. i dont want to explain. i just need better people who actually wanna chill more often than less. because i cant stand not being busy at all times.