my soul don't wanna know me
so music ain't cutting it; i need more $$$ so i've been applying all over town for shit ah'm over-qualified for hoping that means i'll get picked up somewheres real fast. i'll have more to say about that (like whether or not it's true) after some time has passed. but for right now, my fingers are crossed & my antennae are perked. i need to put
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when I take benzos (in this case alprazolam) I get this manic urge to buy things, mainly clothing. when we used to hang out I really didn't do this and dressed like shit (and not in a cool way. in a way that made me look bad).
but today my boss told me to relax, so I popped 2mg of xanax and had a compulsive urge to shop. i ended up buying a gray pin-stripe suit w/ a very slight, subtle green undertone for 1400 (they'll be finished tailoring it by sept 27th, the day before the big gotham magazine party that's supposed to have models) and two shirts and two ties that put me over 2 grand.
ex-the new apartment/rent/mortgage, I spent $120,000 in the last 12 months, which ex-one-off payments was well beyond my means and still kind of is.
and I write a fucking personal finance column. what's with this shopping shit though? I always let the women in the stores pick clothes out so as to retain as much of my heterosexuality as possible. i also own a white miami vice blazer that i wear all the time now.
i wish i would just spend everything on the hot tub and drugs, so i'd be broke and stop being gay.
-stokely demille
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