May 30, 2005 20:15
I had the parade, marching in the rain isn't half bad except that my flag is slippery and clings to me. It's pretty fun though. I got soaked. I so looked like a rat. I came home and changed clothes and asked mom if I could hang out with Sean for the day. She said yes and she told me to be home by five. I picked up Sean and we went to the bank, got caught by a train, and headed for food. We ate at Subway. Sean made a joke about it actually raining on my parade. I didn't find it funny. We went to best buy looking for cd's. We found some! We found a whole bunch! Just not enough to pay for them all. Though Sean does have a credit card. I got the My Chemical Romance cd and Queens of the Stone Age cd. Pretty awesome stuff. We then headed toward Target. Looked around, left. I went to Sean's for a bit. I'm the first girl to be in his new bed! YES! Hehehe. Ok, so Sean's room is the first boy's room I've been into that wasn't related to me. I felt out of place really. We had a talk about some things, a couple today have made me rather upset but there is nothing I can do about them. He sat on me to try to cheer me up. Didn't work. But we had fun anyways. I won't fill you in on the details but just know that we ended up making a baby! OH YEAH!
S-C-O-R-E...SCORE, SCORE!
*EDIT*
Ok, So I'm mad a tiny bit because I keep getting lied to by you. I just think you need to know that I'm NOT ok with it. I mean how many more times will you do it to me? You really think I'm going to turn away from you now? I'm not her. I won't do that to you and you know it. I've forgiven you so far on everything haven't I? But this one, wow, this one is huge. Promise me you won't do it regularly, promise me you won't become an addict. Sad thing is, I just want you to stay the same. Pleae don't. I care about you too much. I won't sit here and cheer you on or watch you change. I won't do it.