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I feel incredibly selfish. Everything I do now feels like it's for me. I devote my entire day to myself: to going to class, to studying, to eating--all for myself. I've found that I don't have time to give to the people and the things that really need them. After this weekend I felt guilty for coming back to college. Don't get me wrong I love college, but I feel that my life could be more useful in other ways this week.
I feel that I need to be there for my family right now.
I want to be there for Tasha and Faith. I feel like there's nothing I can do here.
I need to help my grandparents out more.
I could spend more time with poor Tracy, who's on bed-rest for weeks more.
I need to devote more time to God; I feel that I don't have enough time to serve Him like I should.
I have to talk to God more than I am.
I want to spend more time with my friends. I feel somedays as if I have pushed them to the side, but that is far from what I want. I yearn for more time to catch up with them and feel more a part of their lives.
I need to give more guidance to K.Lo, who I know will do an awesome job as Captain, but I could've given her more direction.
I want to be able to feel as if I'm giving back in some way, but right now I don't.
I don't want to live this life just for me. I realize that my job now is to keep up with my studies, and I'm doing that, but in the process I feel as if I'm pushing everything that matters the most to me to the side.
I feel that I need to be there for my family right now.
I want to be there for Tasha and Faith. I feel like there's nothing I can do here.
I need to help my grandparents out more.
I could spend more time with poor Tracy, who's on bed-rest for weeks more.
I need to devote more time to God; I feel that I don't have enough time to serve Him like I should.
I have to talk to God more than I am.
I want to spend more time with my friends. I feel somedays as if I have pushed them to the side, but that is far from what I want. I yearn for more time to catch up with them and feel more a part of their lives.
I need to give more guidance to K.Lo, who I know will do an awesome job as Captain, but I could've given her more direction.
I want to be able to feel as if I'm giving back in some way, but right now I don't.
I don't want to live this life just for me. I realize that my job now is to keep up with my studies, and I'm doing that, but in the process I feel as if I'm pushing everything that matters the most to me to the side.