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[hhollyhoxx]

i deleted everything.
i'm starting a new life.
with old people.
i don't really want anyone new.

things have been messy lately.
i'm not really willing to make them better.

as i was deleting old entries,
my heart was so sad.
sometimes happy.
i remember the emotions,
the feelings, everything.

things are different now.
my life is what it is.
there's no making something else of it.

I am what I am.