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oh gosh
i am lost for words
this is it
becky ,neon moon says:
some people will think you're stupid though
becky ,neon moon says:
but then others will understand
becky ,neon moon says:
you need to do what's best for you only
tried to run but i got stung says:(me)
uhuh
so i dont care what people think
well i actually do but i know what i want. and that is ming.
maybe you dont think he is being genuine when he says he wont hurt me, maybe you think he wont change at all. but i am going to take the risk.
the last mistakes he made, he admitted may have been because of boredom. We have agreed to tell eachother when we feel the first signs of boredom and do something about it rather than keep it in.
i dont know what to say, apart from im sorry to all the people who i promised i wouldnt get back with him to. i have broken a promise. im sorry. please dont think im stupid. be happy because i will be happy.
last night:
-i said to ming on msn "i really need a cigarette"
-at like 12:00 he text me saying "have you checked your letter box"
-i went down stairs, and there was an envelope with the lyrics from my favorite hundred reasons song 'oratoria' on the front
-and a cigarette inside that said 'i love you baby' and a heart written in black pen.
-i looked out my door and there was no-one there.
i looked out my window and couldnt see anyone untill i saw ming sitting on my cement bags behind the car
-i turns out he was sitting there for quite a while and watched me turn my light out and get into bed. STALKER.
-anyway
-then we talked and had a cigarette an dhe went home in a cab
i dont know why i told you that, but it is the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me.
thats enough
hope you can understand
x
i am lost for words
this is it
becky ,neon moon says:
some people will think you're stupid though
becky ,neon moon says:
but then others will understand
becky ,neon moon says:
you need to do what's best for you only
tried to run but i got stung says:(me)
uhuh
so i dont care what people think
well i actually do but i know what i want. and that is ming.
maybe you dont think he is being genuine when he says he wont hurt me, maybe you think he wont change at all. but i am going to take the risk.
the last mistakes he made, he admitted may have been because of boredom. We have agreed to tell eachother when we feel the first signs of boredom and do something about it rather than keep it in.
i dont know what to say, apart from im sorry to all the people who i promised i wouldnt get back with him to. i have broken a promise. im sorry. please dont think im stupid. be happy because i will be happy.
last night:
-i said to ming on msn "i really need a cigarette"
-at like 12:00 he text me saying "have you checked your letter box"
-i went down stairs, and there was an envelope with the lyrics from my favorite hundred reasons song 'oratoria' on the front
-and a cigarette inside that said 'i love you baby' and a heart written in black pen.
-i looked out my door and there was no-one there.
i looked out my window and couldnt see anyone untill i saw ming sitting on my cement bags behind the car
-i turns out he was sitting there for quite a while and watched me turn my light out and get into bed. STALKER.
-anyway
-then we talked and had a cigarette an dhe went home in a cab
i dont know why i told you that, but it is the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me.
thats enough
hope you can understand
x