Some things just ...
Today...
Today I had something pointed out to me that came as a great shock and has sent me raging across the firmament.
I've always known YHWH is a fucking asshole, some of his points I even hid from myself so I could function on this world, this lifetime. But to have something pointed out so firmly about his mother, the one who guided me once or twice in the past, who asked me to be here has snapped one of the bindings.
I am having trouble thinking clearly. I wonder if I'll even be able to do my job well for the next couple of days since I'm split in the search for answers.
I've run from this sort of shit so often, that I now know I've bound certain memories .... And I know that I've run from certain situations out of a lifetimes of habits.
It's time I stop running. You made a mistake again, Anjule. I will always wake up and remember. And I will always try to destroy your bastard son, as you've allowed him to destroy others.
WHY!!!
Why can you not stop him??
(con't later)
Today I had something pointed out to me that came as a great shock and has sent me raging across the firmament.
I've always known YHWH is a fucking asshole, some of his points I even hid from myself so I could function on this world, this lifetime. But to have something pointed out so firmly about his mother, the one who guided me once or twice in the past, who asked me to be here has snapped one of the bindings.
I am having trouble thinking clearly. I wonder if I'll even be able to do my job well for the next couple of days since I'm split in the search for answers.
I've run from this sort of shit so often, that I now know I've bound certain memories .... And I know that I've run from certain situations out of a lifetimes of habits.
It's time I stop running. You made a mistake again, Anjule. I will always wake up and remember. And I will always try to destroy your bastard son, as you've allowed him to destroy others.
WHY!!!
Why can you not stop him??
(con't later)