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Well as it has been a while since I have done any real type on entry on here. I thought it was time I allowed people to catch up with what it is that seems to be happening in my not so simple life.
My friend who died was called Steven, I will miss him. I went to his funeral last week, there were somewhere in the region on 15-20 young Quakers present, it was touching and heart warming time although for some the Quaker service was not really long enough (it was though for his mother). We may have a longer thing for him at the next YFGM (for those who knew him I think this will help).
Job hunting is something I now realise I am crap at, being motivated is the hard thing, I believe I can be successful in finding a job. But I not having one is effecting my health, as well as everything else that is going on. Last night I was sick, and now I am not 100%, so I need to be careful of myself.
Last weekend I went to York and ran a workshop with 7 11-13 year olds, it was good to get back into doing this type of thing, it had been over a year since my last workshop (which did not go so well). I realise that I might need to tell myself that I can do things sometimes, as I find that I feel un-confident to often.
First step to sorting my life out, I have deleted all the games off my computer, ok so maybe this seems a small gesture, but I realise that I tend to retreat to my computer when I feel that my brain has stopped working. It is time that I spent more of my time seeking employment as well as doing other active things.
Step two, really get my room finished, admittedly if this was my house the first thing I would do is try and remove the computer from my room, but as this is not possible, I will just have to sort out all those belongings that I keep keeping (some as old as my school days).
Step three, sort out my photo's I have far too many.
Step four, try and complete steps 1, 2 and 3. This may sound stupid, but in reality I tend to get distracted far to quickly.
Step five, load my anti-virus programme again and my new fire wall programme and hope that I might believe they are doing me some good.
Well that should be enough for now.
For those friends who knew...
My mother is better now. My father is not (but I hope he will be soon. He has got throat cancer).
Tonight I am going to Bognor to play Scrabble with Daphne it should be good, and I look forward to seeing her. It is odd finding people who enjoy the game as much as me. Most people think that scrabble is an odd choice of game for someone who is as dyslexic as myself, but I find that all the word building exercises that I did in Sibford have paid off.
My friend who died was called Steven, I will miss him. I went to his funeral last week, there were somewhere in the region on 15-20 young Quakers present, it was touching and heart warming time although for some the Quaker service was not really long enough (it was though for his mother). We may have a longer thing for him at the next YFGM (for those who knew him I think this will help).
Job hunting is something I now realise I am crap at, being motivated is the hard thing, I believe I can be successful in finding a job. But I not having one is effecting my health, as well as everything else that is going on. Last night I was sick, and now I am not 100%, so I need to be careful of myself.
Last weekend I went to York and ran a workshop with 7 11-13 year olds, it was good to get back into doing this type of thing, it had been over a year since my last workshop (which did not go so well). I realise that I might need to tell myself that I can do things sometimes, as I find that I feel un-confident to often.
First step to sorting my life out, I have deleted all the games off my computer, ok so maybe this seems a small gesture, but I realise that I tend to retreat to my computer when I feel that my brain has stopped working. It is time that I spent more of my time seeking employment as well as doing other active things.
Step two, really get my room finished, admittedly if this was my house the first thing I would do is try and remove the computer from my room, but as this is not possible, I will just have to sort out all those belongings that I keep keeping (some as old as my school days).
Step three, sort out my photo's I have far too many.
Step four, try and complete steps 1, 2 and 3. This may sound stupid, but in reality I tend to get distracted far to quickly.
Step five, load my anti-virus programme again and my new fire wall programme and hope that I might believe they are doing me some good.
Well that should be enough for now.
For those friends who knew...
My mother is better now. My father is not (but I hope he will be soon. He has got throat cancer).
Tonight I am going to Bognor to play Scrabble with Daphne it should be good, and I look forward to seeing her. It is odd finding people who enjoy the game as much as me. Most people think that scrabble is an odd choice of game for someone who is as dyslexic as myself, but I find that all the word building exercises that I did in Sibford have paid off.