Pissed off at the world already!
One of my close friends died yesterday, it is really getting to me. He was younger than me, and it just feels so unfair. I loved him for who he was, and for what he was able to share with me. I'll miss him. I was amazed when I found out as he was one of the few people who was a completely trusted friend, he knew more about me by not saying things than he thought and I am not sure at the moment how to cope.