Doctor's...
I need to go to the doctor. Everytime I eat, I am sick. I feel sick until I finally vomit. I feel like I'm bulimic, without wanting to be! I'm always tired, I can hardly concentrate. I lay around all day, and just grit my teeth, and try not to vomit.
No matter what I eat this happens. My parents say I eat too much dairy, but I could get sick like that, after eating a bowl of soup...Mm. Maybe I should have some soup now.
I've been sick like this for a few months, and I'm afraid to go to the doctor. Because they'll take blood, and because I'm afraid of finding out I'm really sick. I've been trying to convince myself for a few days that it's all in my head...
I'm going to hold out a little bit longer before going to the doctor. I want to wait until I'm as low as possible, before I go see what's up. I believe I can beat this sickness. Mind over matter. My will is stronger than my stomach.