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I am in an odd mood. I admittedly have been pretty good lately, like for the past...few months. Now that I am in Chicago (for the time being) it has brought out a strange side of me.
I woke up one day and just felt different. After being more or less by myself in Mexico for eight months, and soon for another four, I realized that I have changed. I guess it would be for the better, although I never think that change is good or bad; just different.
I don't know where I feel like I belong. Back in the day, I always felt like I was Wyandotte. If you are from Wyandotte, you know that Wyandotte is a mentality more than a place. It's I guess as part of you the same way your family or your heritage is. Wyandotte is a different town-no doubt. But the things that I used to like about Wyandotte: the people, the sense of irony, the townie culture are no longer appealing.
There is no way to logically get this across I guess, but I am just sick of being jaded and pre-programmed to dislike and reject everything. Chicago is nothing like Wyandotte really. I don't know why I started thinking about this now, maybe just because it is in the USA that I get to think about it.
I dont really have the direction to finish this right now, I guess I will try to finish this in the next couple days. Just...an odd day.
I woke up one day and just felt different. After being more or less by myself in Mexico for eight months, and soon for another four, I realized that I have changed. I guess it would be for the better, although I never think that change is good or bad; just different.
I don't know where I feel like I belong. Back in the day, I always felt like I was Wyandotte. If you are from Wyandotte, you know that Wyandotte is a mentality more than a place. It's I guess as part of you the same way your family or your heritage is. Wyandotte is a different town-no doubt. But the things that I used to like about Wyandotte: the people, the sense of irony, the townie culture are no longer appealing.
There is no way to logically get this across I guess, but I am just sick of being jaded and pre-programmed to dislike and reject everything. Chicago is nothing like Wyandotte really. I don't know why I started thinking about this now, maybe just because it is in the USA that I get to think about it.
I dont really have the direction to finish this right now, I guess I will try to finish this in the next couple days. Just...an odd day.