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Its been a long time since I've written and I doubt no one is going to read this but I might as well throw some thoughts on here.
I can't believe its almost November. It's mind blowing really. I am starting to get really anxious to be totally honest, about the potential of moving again and about so many other things. This isn't a good anxious like kids who wait for Santa to come in the days and weeks leading up to Christmas. It feels anxious like watching an asteroid hurdle itself towards Earth or watching a car crash in slow motion. I don't have any answers really. Don't even know what I am looking for really.
I need to breathe and relax which are two things I am horrible at.
ahhhhh well....c'est la vie
I can't believe its almost November. It's mind blowing really. I am starting to get really anxious to be totally honest, about the potential of moving again and about so many other things. This isn't a good anxious like kids who wait for Santa to come in the days and weeks leading up to Christmas. It feels anxious like watching an asteroid hurdle itself towards Earth or watching a car crash in slow motion. I don't have any answers really. Don't even know what I am looking for really.
I need to breathe and relax which are two things I am horrible at.
ahhhhh well....c'est la vie