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So I didnt go to the viewing today or yesterday and I feel like I should have but then again I'm glad I didnt go. I think I am just going to go to the tree one day and that will be the end. Of course school will still be really different but that is inevitable. So on Friday at the game, the whole varsity team came out with shirts with Josh's picture on it and stuff and then they all came in the middle and prayed. It was one of the most touching things I've ever seen in my life, so obviously, being the girl that I am, started crying. But the worst part was the end. We were leading at the end, with 10 seconds to go. Glen Burnie started coming back. Two seconds left and they shot it from half court and it went in and they won by two points. Our entire team literally collapsed on the floor and started sobbing. Then everyone in the stands started flocking out onto the court crying their eyes out while the rest of us seriously just stood there with tears streaming down our faces. It was crushing. I've never seen so many guys cry. Why couldnt they have just won the effin game. Just this one. The only one they wanted to win and it was stolen from them. It had to have been the saddest moment of my life.
Despite this, I dont feel as bad as I did, even though it happened less than a week ago, but I think what we learned from this is that you have to live every moment and Josh wasnt the type of guy that would want you to be sad. So I'm done talking about it. Rest in Peace Josh.
Despite this, I dont feel as bad as I did, even though it happened less than a week ago, but I think what we learned from this is that you have to live every moment and Josh wasnt the type of guy that would want you to be sad. So I'm done talking about it. Rest in Peace Josh.