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wrote this just to vent about the past, stayed with me too long..
have u ever once thought of how i felt
after you left with me the pain that was dealt
i would rather 100 lashings with a belt
the pain i have now is worse than any welt
now it justs seems too dam hard to smile
nothing ever seems worthwhile
i catch myself subconsciously dial
you but then i stop myself like a mis-trial
why cant i escape these problems
thought it was over when it was really just the prelims
close my eyes and watch as it all dims
tried to take a chance but i didnt even hit the rim
i really tried to let it go
closed my eyes threw it all out the window
thought that would do the trick you know
feel like i wouldnt even fit in a freak show
i feel tied down with no way to escape
my soul shredded, cant be put back together with tape
more tramatized then the victims of rape
like a superhero who lost the power in his cape
so go ahead and fucking fail that quiz
dip ur face in burning acid fizz
laff at the good times uve missed
but u still wont know what pain is
have u ever once thought of how i felt
after you left with me the pain that was dealt
i would rather 100 lashings with a belt
the pain i have now is worse than any welt
now it justs seems too dam hard to smile
nothing ever seems worthwhile
i catch myself subconsciously dial
you but then i stop myself like a mis-trial
why cant i escape these problems
thought it was over when it was really just the prelims
close my eyes and watch as it all dims
tried to take a chance but i didnt even hit the rim
i really tried to let it go
closed my eyes threw it all out the window
thought that would do the trick you know
feel like i wouldnt even fit in a freak show
i feel tied down with no way to escape
my soul shredded, cant be put back together with tape
more tramatized then the victims of rape
like a superhero who lost the power in his cape
so go ahead and fucking fail that quiz
dip ur face in burning acid fizz
laff at the good times uve missed
but u still wont know what pain is