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i dont think i've ever met anyone so discouraging,
so degrading,
so rude,
and so ignorant as my mom.
i never thought i would say that
because i thought it was just a phase,
but she's been like this for over a year
so i'm assuming its going to stick
in math i'm getting like a 61.7%
which is great compared to the 40% that i raised it from
i think i'm doing pretty good
but my mom is telling me to drop out of highschool next year
because i'm a failure
and yes ITS JUST THIS ONE CLASS
the rest i'm doing great in
she took my phone away, and i'm not aloud to drive
i dont get it though, becuase she's never done that before
and i'm suppose to be getting a car
within the next two weeks
but now she's saying i won't even get one next year
but then again my mom is the most inconsistant person i've ever met
she'll say one thing, and do another
which is good, but awful at the same token
i just want to move out,
i wish i had enough money
i'm thinking about doing some crazy job hunting to find a great paying job
i dont wanna be here with my mom anymore
she's driving my fists into walls
and i've never been so torn apart by someone that close to me
i try to blow it off
but she keeps repating it over and over again
and the funny thing is she never use to be like this,
so i dont know what the hell is bugging her
and i've tried to talk to her
but she refuses.
i just hate this becuase its playing with my mind
and its driving me to a breakdown
i just want summer and friends and my boy and of course my dogs,
and the rest just to go away.
so degrading,
so rude,
and so ignorant as my mom.
i never thought i would say that
because i thought it was just a phase,
but she's been like this for over a year
so i'm assuming its going to stick
in math i'm getting like a 61.7%
which is great compared to the 40% that i raised it from
i think i'm doing pretty good
but my mom is telling me to drop out of highschool next year
because i'm a failure
and yes ITS JUST THIS ONE CLASS
the rest i'm doing great in
she took my phone away, and i'm not aloud to drive
i dont get it though, becuase she's never done that before
and i'm suppose to be getting a car
within the next two weeks
but now she's saying i won't even get one next year
but then again my mom is the most inconsistant person i've ever met
she'll say one thing, and do another
which is good, but awful at the same token
i just want to move out,
i wish i had enough money
i'm thinking about doing some crazy job hunting to find a great paying job
i dont wanna be here with my mom anymore
she's driving my fists into walls
and i've never been so torn apart by someone that close to me
i try to blow it off
but she keeps repating it over and over again
and the funny thing is she never use to be like this,
so i dont know what the hell is bugging her
and i've tried to talk to her
but she refuses.
i just hate this becuase its playing with my mind
and its driving me to a breakdown
i just want summer and friends and my boy and of course my dogs,
and the rest just to go away.