Home alone =\

Mar 02, 2005 12:21

I cannot stand being in school one more day longer. I hate school..I just wish I have something else to live for. There are things I have in mind of doing however, some of those choices wouldn't be so smart. This morning I woke up for school in a weird mood. I don't know what the deal was, or still is because I'm pretty much still in that mood. =\

I performed a little play for "The Crucible" in English class today. It went alright. I was "Beyonce the Bird" since we made up other characters. LOL Then around 10am(ish) my dad came to the school to have a little meeting with my guidance couselor (Mrs. Wilson). It was going okay at first but then my dad's attitude kicked in and I couldn't stand sitting right next to him in the same room. I wanted to slap him out of it and just tell him that I'm NOT going to the school he wants me to go to. All the school does though is put so much pressure on you going to college and doing things ASAP..when really you should just calm down about everything and take things step by step. Those people in school who sponsor colleges though really imprinted in my head that I need to get things done. (Which I do but I need some extra help from the parents..especially my mom..she's my biggest supporter in school...well so is my dad). After the meeting I wanted to go home, I couldn't last 4 or some odd hours in school much longer. I DESPISE IT. =\

Mikey is moving to Texas. I'm so fucking upset. He was such a cool kid and I just met him a week or two ago...and now he has to go? Wtf?!? People are coming in and out of my life like crazy. I just wish the same people could stay with me for years and years. You know what I mean? It's 12:30 in the afternoon and I'm waiting for Gabby to come over. We're going to hang out smoke a lot of cigs and just talk. Hopefully Mikey can get a ride over here because he wanted to chill too. =] Well I guess I'm out ..I'm gunna clean up a bit before Gabby comes. --deuce deuce--



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