I'VE NEVER MISSED YOU THIS MUCH

Aug 30, 2006 22:25

I hate getting that feeling when you think about something thats really bugging you, and you get sick to your stomach. And you try so hard not to think about it, but every little thing reminds you of it. And its like you get that permenant feeling of sickness.

I have a feeling this is all coming to an end real soon.
And I can't stand the thought of that.

I also hate it when i feel so alone. Like, i have no one. And no one cares enough to try to cheer me up. And you haven't talked to someone for so long it seems like they just stopped caring about you all together. Espically, when your friends..including your boyfriend all do it at once.
Every slow song I hear makes me want to bawl. I don't know why exactly, but I can't stand it.

For the past two days, it's been nothing but depression for me.
I don't think I've ever felt so alone.

Could someone please just pretend they care, and be there for me just once?
That would be great.

I won't hold my breath though. Thanks.
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