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I don't really know what I'm doing these days.
My life is getting increasingly boring. I feel like I'm spending days just going through the motions, like I'm not actually living. My grades are borderline decent: low B's in my core subjects and high A's in my electives. That's pretty bad for me. I know I've been a sarcastic asshole more so than normal, and I feel like I'm saying things that are meaner than I would normally say. I feel like I don't know how to take a compliment anymore, like a can't appreciate anyone else's sense of humor if it doesn't mirror my own, like just because someone doesn't think they same way I do then they're ignorant. I didn't used to be like this, so disgusted with everything. I used to be happy all the time and I loved every aspect about life. My birthday is on Wednesday and I could care less. Hell, I just want it to be over with.
I'm aware that there's an issue here. I don't know what's up with me, but I'm finding myself just really not caring about anything, and I used to be the kind of person that was passionate about everything.
I don't know what I'm doing.