Apr 25, 2007 13:18
So little time left. The last few days have been absolutly stunning. Too bad I had to waste one of them in Guelph with my aunt, uncle, and grandparents. They really are terrible people. I really don't like them. I mean, I'm a big advocate of the you-can-hate-what-you-family-does-but-deep-down-you-still-love-them theory, but these people... they are not deserving of my respect or love. I don't have to energy or time to try to love them. They have never put anything of value into my life. The only thing they've tried to teach me is hate and I'm done with them. Done.
I am going to miss my people here more than life. More than I thought possible. I didn't realize how close I would get to people here, how attached I would become. They are so grounding... and they like me. They want to be my friend and the concept is still a little mindblowing. It was so rare before. But now it happens. Now I'm okay. And next year I'll be here for good. I'll have a place, and maybe a job or something. A stove to make dinner and a tall bookshelf for my growing collection! I can't help it if I buy books faster than I can read them! The U of T bookstore has great sales.
Anyway. I should start studying for my Sociology exam... I'm so tired though, but, it's in a week, I should get on it. German too. And Drama 100 is tomorrow.
I seriously need to know if I got into DRM 300 or not. If not, I'm pretty much effed for next year. Oi vey.