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I stayed up quite late last night and talked to a friend of mine about endometriosus. I've had symptoms of it for quite awhile now but was always too afraid to go get it checked out. She has a severe case of it but doesn't think mine will be as bad, more a medium range but that I need to go see a gyn about it before it gets too out of hand. I would have to have a laproscopy in order to find out if I do really have it. She's assured me that its a minor surgery with minimal scars and that its worth getting done. I am very afraid, going under again will leave me with scars that aren't just physical. But her strength has given me strength and hope and courage to go through with this and find out what's wrong. I love the presence this woman has in my life.

yesterday was the most draining day i've had since the breakup month last year...

and now its off to work to face a new day

I need more phone calls from the people I care about..you know who you are