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I'll just go ahead & say that today was better than yesterday, because I don't want to sound like all I do on here is bitch about my horrible life. So, yes. My day was decent. There, that's about right. Moving on, I volunteered to help this 8th grade boy take a test today during my study hall. Apparently, he has trouble reading or concentrating or something, so he needs somebody to give him his tests orally. He was such a sweetheart, though. He's going to be really handsome when he's older. I can tell. Wow, I'm so random. But anyways, I felt like I'd done something good for once when I finished.
After school, I tried out for my school play. We're doing "The King and I", so that's really exciting. But, holy crap, I did so badly. It was just the singing audition today & I completely screwed up in every single way there is to screw up. I cannot sing. Period.
So, now, I'm sitting here, my mind going a million miles an hour. And, I just need to catch my breath & realize that everything is perfect & I have so much to look forward to & it's almost Christmas & the moon is so gorgeous & I am alive & I am loved.
P.S. My Speech teacher told me that I had "the most gorgeous & rosey lips" today. Should I be worried? She is a woman, but still. Ew, Creepy.