ohhhhhhman

[heyrocketgirl]

i must be a wreck.
to call that ealry in that much of a panic.
to worry that much.

i just wish that you could feel it, how it was for that first 10 seconds.
just to know and understand.

god i just want to see you and be close to you.
and just look you in the face.
most of all just hug you. and know that everything will be okay.
and that this is for us.

please dont make me look like and idiot. or ruin my trust for you.
mostly, please dont hurt me.