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I had an appendectomy. This is good because for a month and half before this I (rather legitimly) thought I had cancer - and appedicitis is better than cancer.
This is bad because the recovery time is 4 - 6 weeks, and the health insurances that I had just got turned out to be scam and I am just completly fucked right now.
I feel really lucky for all the good people in my life right now - my sister Lilli is visiting me, my dad managed to do a flight connection change-a-roo and visited me for a night, and my boyfriend is just amazing. My best friends visited me in the hospital AND since I have been stuck in my apartment, and my boss and co-workers have been so kind and caring - with flowers, constant check ups and they are trying to get me disabillity pay!
So I am trying to keep my head up, but I feel quite overwhelmed and I just have no patience for other peoples stupid shit - so I am afraid I am turning into a bitch, but then again I am only impatient to people I don't care about so maybe it isn't too great a loss.
I was hoping to see family in England this summer ( with my boyfriend - it was a big deal and we had been saving up for ages) and I also was saving up for the move I have to do in august. It is scary when you only have youself to fall back on. My boyfriend would help me out as much as he could, but niether of us can afford the $10,000 of potential hospital debt I am looking at. I have been researching medicaid and Medicare (not for my self - unfortuately) and it is just ridiculous how this country treats it's citizens. I trully don't understand it, but I can't start on that now or I would just never shut up. I am just going to go back to taking the generic oxycodone that I paid full price for until I get the hospital bill.
cheers.
This is bad because the recovery time is 4 - 6 weeks, and the health insurances that I had just got turned out to be scam and I am just completly fucked right now.
I feel really lucky for all the good people in my life right now - my sister Lilli is visiting me, my dad managed to do a flight connection change-a-roo and visited me for a night, and my boyfriend is just amazing. My best friends visited me in the hospital AND since I have been stuck in my apartment, and my boss and co-workers have been so kind and caring - with flowers, constant check ups and they are trying to get me disabillity pay!
So I am trying to keep my head up, but I feel quite overwhelmed and I just have no patience for other peoples stupid shit - so I am afraid I am turning into a bitch, but then again I am only impatient to people I don't care about so maybe it isn't too great a loss.
I was hoping to see family in England this summer ( with my boyfriend - it was a big deal and we had been saving up for ages) and I also was saving up for the move I have to do in august. It is scary when you only have youself to fall back on. My boyfriend would help me out as much as he could, but niether of us can afford the $10,000 of potential hospital debt I am looking at. I have been researching medicaid and Medicare (not for my self - unfortuately) and it is just ridiculous how this country treats it's citizens. I trully don't understand it, but I can't start on that now or I would just never shut up. I am just going to go back to taking the generic oxycodone that I paid full price for until I get the hospital bill.
cheers.