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hello everyone its been awhile since i wrote on this thing been kinda busy. i dunno life sucks lol. i feel trapped doing the same thing almost everyday. i work like 4 days a week and go to school 5 days a week. Things just arent going how i want them to. I tried quitting smoking but yeah every single time i would stop something stressful would happen and i would start smoking again im gettin better though i guess.Things between me and danny arent going so well either i keep pushing him away and sometimes i dont want to be with him anymore but then it gets better and then the next day it will go back to what it was me not wanting to be with him. We're going on almost 2 years now and im just tired of nothing changing and i could yell till my face turned blue and it still wouldnt change at all. He keeps tellin me im crazy and stuff and that i need to go to a doctor or whatever but really im just frustrated with him i want him to get a job but he seems to play it off like it isnt that important i HATE the way he drives my car i hate how he has to play video games all the time i hate how he has to smoke weed its just becoming bullshit and frankly im tired of it all.I dont want to break up but as the days go by im thinking its probably the best thing i could do. Ergg sorry i've had that in my system for a couple weeks now and theres been no one i wanted to share it with. ~sigh. on a better note pirates 2 came out and that was exciting i havent been able to get it or anything but i do want it :-). so yeah thats all i have to say for now ill try and update sooner.