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whats this, another update?!
yeah so. i dont know what my problem is lately. its either pms, the fact i ran out of my meds, or just the plain old stupid fact that im a retarded girl...possibly, and most likely a mixture of all three.
i must say the lack of my medication is giving me quite wicked dizzy spells that make me feel like im going to pass out and throw up all at once. i just hate having to go back to the doctor and wait around in the waiting room for 2 hours just to say 'i need a refill' and then be on my way. plus, should i be driving in this state? who knows. altho i have done it before. i hate anxiety medication. thats actually a lie. i dont know how the past 6 months of my life would have been without it. not to make it sound like i rely on it. thats not it. it just has really helped.
anyway.
boys are lame. crushes are lame. toaster strudels are lame (when they burn you).
i dunno what to do about the schooling situation. blanche macdonald keeps sending me all these brochures and stuff about their school and honestly, im already sold. it just scares me to think of moving away from here. i know there would be a million to doors opening, but im not sure if im ready to close the ones here, ya know? altho everyone ive talked to has quite enjoyed living in vancouver. so who knows. altho theres also the option of the art institute in new york... if youve ever watched project runway, my school is like two blocks away from where they do there shiat. HOW COOL IS THAT.
yeah, thats right.
oh, i get a tattoo tomorrow. just little stars on my foot. but im excited. its only gonna cost me 30 bucks! yay for contacts.
crushes are lame. did i mention this already.
i suppose they arent lame lame. but i just, dont like not being able to know what the other person is feeling or thinking. and i dont wan tto be an annoying buttface by asking or implying. i duno, why am i even writing about this!
fucking toaster strudel.
yeah so. i dont know what my problem is lately. its either pms, the fact i ran out of my meds, or just the plain old stupid fact that im a retarded girl...possibly, and most likely a mixture of all three.
i must say the lack of my medication is giving me quite wicked dizzy spells that make me feel like im going to pass out and throw up all at once. i just hate having to go back to the doctor and wait around in the waiting room for 2 hours just to say 'i need a refill' and then be on my way. plus, should i be driving in this state? who knows. altho i have done it before. i hate anxiety medication. thats actually a lie. i dont know how the past 6 months of my life would have been without it. not to make it sound like i rely on it. thats not it. it just has really helped.
anyway.
boys are lame. crushes are lame. toaster strudels are lame (when they burn you).
i dunno what to do about the schooling situation. blanche macdonald keeps sending me all these brochures and stuff about their school and honestly, im already sold. it just scares me to think of moving away from here. i know there would be a million to doors opening, but im not sure if im ready to close the ones here, ya know? altho everyone ive talked to has quite enjoyed living in vancouver. so who knows. altho theres also the option of the art institute in new york... if youve ever watched project runway, my school is like two blocks away from where they do there shiat. HOW COOL IS THAT.
yeah, thats right.
oh, i get a tattoo tomorrow. just little stars on my foot. but im excited. its only gonna cost me 30 bucks! yay for contacts.
crushes are lame. did i mention this already.
i suppose they arent lame lame. but i just, dont like not being able to know what the other person is feeling or thinking. and i dont wan tto be an annoying buttface by asking or implying. i duno, why am i even writing about this!
fucking toaster strudel.