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so, after my co-workers bday party, i ventured over to whyte ave to meet up with amberino for her moving to vancouver send off. i mostly hung around christine most of the time and i didnt feel like drinking so i didnt, and we ran into this drunken dude we used to go to highschool with. he then proceeded to ramble about how he had such a huge crush on me in highschool and thought i was 'so untouchable' and was literally begging to let him take me on a date. it made me extremely uncomfortable and really made me remember why i hate sherwood park. i kept trying to back away and he kept comming closer, so i basically just grabbed christines arm and we footed it away from them.
and then later...
WHAT IN THE MIGHTY HEAVENS EVER GAVE A GUY THE IDEA THAT RANDOMLY GRABBING A CHICKS BOOB WILL SCORE YOU A CHANCE?!?!?!
sure, if theyre a slut. but GIVE ME A FREAKING BREAK. i was untouchable then, and i am as sure as the lord is above me even more, untouchable now. so yeah, later on im walking back to my chair from the washroom and this random hand flies out and grabs my boob. cat woman would be impressed with my reflexes cuz i threw hand away, turned around and was like ' i do not fucking take that shit.' (cuz i have a potty mouth sometimes)and started keep walking again and get this.. his response was: "YOU DO NOW, BABY". and tried to grab my butt, so i elbowed him reaaaaaaalllllllyyyyyyyy hard in the chest and turned around and pushed him and called him a fucking pig and told him to get lost and grow up. AND HIM AND HIS FRIENDS START LAUGHING.
WHAT THE HELL IS WITH PEOPLE. im trying to enjoy my time with my friends. i was not dressed flashy or in any way did i give off any signs that would have warrented anyone the hint to come and talk to me.
it really makes me sick. and sad. theres sluts out there that are begging you to do that to them, so if you must, please focus your attention else where. it really makes me sick to think about how many guys do that, and how many girls let them do it. andeven worse, how many guys do that to girls that, just like me, were minding their own business.
seriously. grow up.
also. the guy i lost my v-card to is getting married. there was an announcement in the paper. i laughed and shuddered both at the same time. oh meat head matt.
and. my auntie made me cry yesterday. i was doing well with the no crying thing, but she came up to me and was all ' you look so sad' then rubbed my back and i started tearing. then we talked a bit and she told me how my uncle had done the same thing to her and was the same way, and they had the same kind of relationship. and then he made the choice to be commited to her and what not, and theyve been married 23 years.
and then my mom was telling me how my dad and her had 5 major breakups before they got married..adn theyve been married 29 years coming up this july.
weird. but both of them said how the guys just 'werent ready' and wanted to 'date around, see what else is out there'.. and the women just went on with their lives, and eventually the guys realized what they would be missing.
i dont know if its the same thing, but yeah.
why are people so friggin...frigged?
if only people would let jesus move in them. shake their world. things could be so much better than what people let it be.
and then later...
WHAT IN THE MIGHTY HEAVENS EVER GAVE A GUY THE IDEA THAT RANDOMLY GRABBING A CHICKS BOOB WILL SCORE YOU A CHANCE?!?!?!
sure, if theyre a slut. but GIVE ME A FREAKING BREAK. i was untouchable then, and i am as sure as the lord is above me even more, untouchable now. so yeah, later on im walking back to my chair from the washroom and this random hand flies out and grabs my boob. cat woman would be impressed with my reflexes cuz i threw hand away, turned around and was like ' i do not fucking take that shit.' (cuz i have a potty mouth sometimes)and started keep walking again and get this.. his response was: "YOU DO NOW, BABY". and tried to grab my butt, so i elbowed him reaaaaaaalllllllyyyyyyyy hard in the chest and turned around and pushed him and called him a fucking pig and told him to get lost and grow up. AND HIM AND HIS FRIENDS START LAUGHING.
WHAT THE HELL IS WITH PEOPLE. im trying to enjoy my time with my friends. i was not dressed flashy or in any way did i give off any signs that would have warrented anyone the hint to come and talk to me.
it really makes me sick. and sad. theres sluts out there that are begging you to do that to them, so if you must, please focus your attention else where. it really makes me sick to think about how many guys do that, and how many girls let them do it. andeven worse, how many guys do that to girls that, just like me, were minding their own business.
seriously. grow up.
also. the guy i lost my v-card to is getting married. there was an announcement in the paper. i laughed and shuddered both at the same time. oh meat head matt.
and. my auntie made me cry yesterday. i was doing well with the no crying thing, but she came up to me and was all ' you look so sad' then rubbed my back and i started tearing. then we talked a bit and she told me how my uncle had done the same thing to her and was the same way, and they had the same kind of relationship. and then he made the choice to be commited to her and what not, and theyve been married 23 years.
and then my mom was telling me how my dad and her had 5 major breakups before they got married..adn theyve been married 29 years coming up this july.
weird. but both of them said how the guys just 'werent ready' and wanted to 'date around, see what else is out there'.. and the women just went on with their lives, and eventually the guys realized what they would be missing.
i dont know if its the same thing, but yeah.
why are people so friggin...frigged?
if only people would let jesus move in them. shake their world. things could be so much better than what people let it be.